Ok so I actually followed tradition and asked My girlfriends father for her hand and got told "not at this time". Mainly why I was told was cause I am not having luck in finding a job and she is not only working 2 jobs but also in school for her Masters. Yes I am pissed that I am not working but with a bad back that I try and hide most jobs are trained to see it anyway I am guessing, and my girlfriend shouldn't have to be working so much. Now I am going to school for MBCS but its another 8 months before I graduate and still not sure I will find even a part time job till graduation. Apart of Me is also wondering if maybe he thinks I am not good enough for her cause after all he met his fiancee bout the same time we have been together and cause he is ,for the most part, not financially strapped is getting married in like March or May. Now bear in mind if we were not living in his house (and no he does not live here now) I do know what I would do but I need to keep peace going and a roof over My head to be able to be with My son and My girlfriend.
Ohhhh and I had already asked my girlfriend to marry Me and she said yes
Saturday, January 1, 2011
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Warcraft
Ok..................
So after a few years of playing WoW I think I am bored with it, well atleast for what I can do. My main realm (Fenris) is so full of elitists that I can't ever get into ICC or RS hell can't even get into ToC. Plus now I have graphic issues that prevent me from being in Northrend and especially WG. I started some toons on Earthen Ring but with all the 80's I have on Fenris it really doesn't seem fun anymore. No I don't PvP worth a shit but it is a way to pass the time. I think another thing is that I got used to my girl and some friends and so called friends that never play or hardly play. Now bear in mind most have good reasons for not playing now ie..... my girl has way to much homework to get on and play and some friends just don't have the money but hell for once I guess I got used to having someone on to run with ........... now its back to just me playing and yes I am very bored with it!!! Fenris has mostly horde lets see I got a decently geared prot pallie, a sucky druid (cat/boom), a mm hunter, an unholy dk, a well geared arc mage, a Shammie (elem/resto), and a destro/demo lock. All of these are 80s and all but the lock are horde the lock is my allie.
E.R. is mainly allie toons and created cause of friends that play on that realm. Maybe some day I will get into the good raids but hell with everyone on horde (Fenris) saying need experience and know fights I will never get into them especially now with Cat coming out. I know you can go look up the fights on u-tube (or what the hell ever its called) but I don't learn these fights by just watching a fucking video .......... explain the fight as we get to it (yes we will wipe a couple times) but I will get it very quickly and go from there.
Anyway enough complaining not like anyone is reading this anyway LOL
So after a few years of playing WoW I think I am bored with it, well atleast for what I can do. My main realm (Fenris) is so full of elitists that I can't ever get into ICC or RS hell can't even get into ToC. Plus now I have graphic issues that prevent me from being in Northrend and especially WG. I started some toons on Earthen Ring but with all the 80's I have on Fenris it really doesn't seem fun anymore. No I don't PvP worth a shit but it is a way to pass the time. I think another thing is that I got used to my girl and some friends and so called friends that never play or hardly play. Now bear in mind most have good reasons for not playing now ie..... my girl has way to much homework to get on and play and some friends just don't have the money but hell for once I guess I got used to having someone on to run with ........... now its back to just me playing and yes I am very bored with it!!! Fenris has mostly horde lets see I got a decently geared prot pallie, a sucky druid (cat/boom), a mm hunter, an unholy dk, a well geared arc mage, a Shammie (elem/resto), and a destro/demo lock. All of these are 80s and all but the lock are horde the lock is my allie.
E.R. is mainly allie toons and created cause of friends that play on that realm. Maybe some day I will get into the good raids but hell with everyone on horde (Fenris) saying need experience and know fights I will never get into them especially now with Cat coming out. I know you can go look up the fights on u-tube (or what the hell ever its called) but I don't learn these fights by just watching a fucking video .......... explain the fight as we get to it (yes we will wipe a couple times) but I will get it very quickly and go from there.
Anyway enough complaining not like anyone is reading this anyway LOL
Sunday, November 7, 2010
Me
Ok so this is the first time I have ever blogged and not sure how much I will be doing but hell maybe it will help with "Communication Constipation" as My girl calls it. Yes I may not communicate like everyone else but I have My ways just not anyone can see it or pick it out but hell will try other things that may work.
Yes I have read "The Letter" but I am not going to just jump back in as there are still alot of things up in the air. Once they get settled then yes we will be back into our D/s life. We are going to restart though getting the basic protocol's back in as well as work on other problems that we had the first go around,(no not all was you some was Me). The biggest thing to remember the D/s life is not for just anyone, I may have been in it for over 20 years but you are the important one here and I CAN LIVE WITH OUT IT!!! Yes it is going to take time to get where we were since you are the first one that has no idea what this life is about. As I had told you all My others have had some experience in the life so starting fresh will be new to teach. Plus with your work and schooling there is very little time for us for now so all this will take longer since you are always tired from doing so much......(may be another factor into that 1 class Wed night other than the teacher). Also remember I try and use laughter to help cheer you up on Wed nights so you don't feel the need to "hurt" yourself.
Hopefully this does help you with things between us for right now. Remember you are the most important one one in my life (well you and My son) and in order for Me to be happy you need to be happy. LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW!!!!
Just in case others read this I will try and put other info about Me later this was more for "her".
Yes I have read "The Letter" but I am not going to just jump back in as there are still alot of things up in the air. Once they get settled then yes we will be back into our D/s life. We are going to restart though getting the basic protocol's back in as well as work on other problems that we had the first go around,(no not all was you some was Me). The biggest thing to remember the D/s life is not for just anyone, I may have been in it for over 20 years but you are the important one here and I CAN LIVE WITH OUT IT!!! Yes it is going to take time to get where we were since you are the first one that has no idea what this life is about. As I had told you all My others have had some experience in the life so starting fresh will be new to teach. Plus with your work and schooling there is very little time for us for now so all this will take longer since you are always tired from doing so much......(may be another factor into that 1 class Wed night other than the teacher). Also remember I try and use laughter to help cheer you up on Wed nights so you don't feel the need to "hurt" yourself.
Hopefully this does help you with things between us for right now. Remember you are the most important one one in my life (well you and My son) and in order for Me to be happy you need to be happy. LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU WILL EVER KNOW!!!!
Just in case others read this I will try and put other info about Me later this was more for "her".
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